growth is a very funny thing. you never feel the growth happening. but suddenly, after some sort of struggle, you look back and realize how far you have really come. or in my case, you put a ton of responsibility on your plate, push yourself with in an inch of exhaustion, melt down and then come through in the end with flying colors. 

i always tell my yoga students, understand the difference between discomfort and pain. and more importantly, i try to teach them to understand that discomfort is a part of the growing process. which i had to remind myself of multiple times last week. i really truly did everything in my power to try and prevent an exhaustion meltdown. i made extensive lists. i did major prep in advance for our multiple catering events. i even left extra time, just in case anything crazy happened. 

but of course, despite my planning, my car still broke down mid week requiring lots of time, emotion and money. it took just enough of my remaining resources to send me right over the edge. but at the end of the week when all was said and done, i not only survived, i thrived. all the planning and preparation and struggle was just the discomfort i had to experience to have a two flawless events. 

all the craziness capped off last friday night with a birthday party for a client of ours. the party went great and we had amazing feedback on the food. but this noodle dish was the clear winner. i've been whipping up this easy noodle dish for years and it is an absolute go to for a crowd. or just to keep on hand in the fridge for a hungry husband on the go. 

spicy peanut noodles
serves: 4-6
prep time: 10 minutes
active time: 15 minutes
total time: 25 minutes
ingredients: 1 lb udon noodles (if you can't get your hands on udon noodles, a pack of linguini will work just as well). .75 c peanut oil (if you don't have peanut you could sub a neutral oil like grape seed or vegetable). .5 cup sesame oil. 1.5 tbs red pepper flakes. 3 sweet peppers thinly sliced (or 1 large bell pepper). 6 green onions, whites and greens chopped. 6 tbs honey. 6 tbs soy sauce. 2 tbs peanut butter. .25 cup cilantro, roughly chopped. 1 lime, juiced. 2 tbs sesame seeds. 

start by combining the red pepper flakes and both oils in a small pot. heat the oil over medium low heat until it lightly bubbles around the red pepper flakes. about 3-5 minutes. when the oil is bubbling, turn off the heat and allow the red pepper flakes to sit in the oil for 15 minutes. 

while the oil is infusing, cook your noodles to the package instructions. if you are cooking udon for the first time, be sure to read the package as they have pretty specific details for cooking. don't be scared, it is nothing too challenging, just make sure to take a look. when your noodles are done cooking, stop the cooking process by rinsing the noodles with cold water until they are no longer warm to the touch. 

while the noodles are cooking, combine your peppers, cilantro, green onions and peanuts in a large bowl and set it aside. 

when your oil has sat for 15 minutes, strain out the red pepper flakes. 

combine the oil, honey, soy sauce, peanut butter and whisk well to combine. 

once well combined, set the sauce aside. 

when your noodles are ready, add them to your bowl of veggie and herbs. 

drizzle your spicy peanut sauce over the noodles. stir well to combine. 

top with sesame seeds. 

serve cold or at room temperature. these noodles are great stored in the fridge for up to a week. 

xo, a

spicy peanut noodles
serves: 4-6
prep time: 10 minutes
active time: 15 minutes
total time: 25 minutes
ingredients: 1 lb udon noodles (if you can't get your hands on udon noodles, a pack of linguini will work just as well). .75 c peanut oil (if you don't have peanut you could sub a neutral oil like grape seed or vegetable). .5 cup sesame oil. 1.5 tbs red pepper flakes. 3 sweet peppers thinly sliced (or 1 large bell pepper). 6 green onions, whites and greens chopped. 6 tbs honey. 6 tbs soy sauce. 2 tbs peanut butter. .25 cup cilantro, roughly chopped. 1 lime, juiced. 2 tbs sesame seeds. start by combining the red pepper flakes and both oils in a small pot. heat the oil over medium low heat until it lightly bubbles around the red pepper flakes. about 3-5 minutes. when the oil is bubbling, turn off the heat and allow the red pepper flakes to sit in the oil for 15 minutes. while the oil is infusing, cook your noodles to the package instructions. if you are cooking udon for the first time, be sure to read the package as they have pretty specific details for cooking. don't be scared, it is nothing too challenging, just make sure to take a look. when your noodles are done cooking, stop the cooking process by rinsing the noodles with cold water until they are no longer warm to the touch. while the noodles are cooking, combine your peppers, cilantro, green onions and peanuts in a large bowl and set it aside. when your oil has sat for 15 minutes, strain out the red pepper flakes. combine the oil, honey, soy sauce, peanut butter and whisk well to combine. once well combined, set the sauce aside. when your noodles are ready, add them to your bowl of veggie and herbs. drizzle your spicy peanut sauce over the noodles. stir well to combine. top with sesame seeds. serve cold or at room temperature. these noodles are great stored in the fridge for up to a week. 

today was a great day. i'm just going to lead with that. nothing crazy got accomplished. i didn't earn a bunch of money. no jobs were secured. but, it was a great day. 

after teaching my usual tuesday morning class, i headed to a swim lesson with two of my favorite little boys. we just started back up now that it is warming up and they pretty much have me in stitches for a solid hour. i followed that up with a few hours at the beach with wesley (who has a rare day off now that nobu is open) which lead into a really solid beach nap. there aren't too many things better in life than a beach nap. my nap was followed up with some really great news about a job we have coming up and finished off with one of my all time favorite dishes in the garden. with rose. mic drop. 

if you are like me, and don't give a shit about garlic breath, this is a great meal to serve for date night. it is light, zesty and delicious. not to mention, it cooks up quickly so you have plenty of time to actually enjoy yourself. 

shrimp scampi
serves: 2
prep time: 10 minutes
active time: 10 minutes
total time: 20 minutes
ingredients: .5lb peeled and deveined shrimp (i found and argentinian red shrimp at my local fish guy that was delicious). .5lb spaghetti pasta (fresh if you can get your hands on some). 4 garlic cloves, minced. .25 cup grated parmesan cheese. zest of 1 lemon. 4 lemon slices. 2 tbs lemon juice. 2 tbs butter. 2 tbs olive oil. 1 tbs parsley, chopped. 1 tsp oregano, finely chopped. 1 tsp red pepper flakes. 1 tsp kosher salt. .5 tsp pepper. 

start by bringing a pot of salted water to a boil. cook your pasta to the package instructions. try to time the completion of the pasta around the time you complete your shrimp (pay attention to the cook time on your pasta) while your water is boiling and you are cooking your pasta, work on the rest of your dish. pat your shrimp dry and season it well with half the salt and pepper. 

in a large pan, heat you butter and oil with the garlic and red pepper flakes over medium high heat. you want the butter to start to sizzle, but not burn. be careful as garlic can burn quickly. 

once the garlic is fragrant and the butter is bubbling, about 2 minutes, add in the shrimp. cook until the shrimp is cooked through (slightly firm to the touch) about 5 minutes. 

add in your lemon wedges, juice, lemon zest, oregano and the rest of the salt and pepper. stir well to combine. cook until the liquid starts to bubble. 

toss in half the parsley and the cheese. stir well to combine. 

toss in the cooked pasta and toss everything together. 

serve on a platter or plated topped with the rest of the parsley and cheese. 

xo, a

shrimp scampi
serves: 2
prep time: 10 minutes
active time: 10 minutes
total time: 20 minutes
ingredients: .5lb peeled and deveined shrimp (i found and argentinian red shrimp at my local fish guy that was delicious). .5lb spaghetti pasta (fresh if you can get your hands on some). 4 garlic cloves, minced. .25 cup grated parmesan cheese. zest of 1 lemon. 4 lemon slices. 2 tbs lemon juice. 2 tbs butter. 2 tbs olive oil. 1 tbs parsley, chopped. 1 tsp oregano, finely chopped. 1 tsp red pepper flakes. 1 tsp kosher salt. .5 tsp pepper.
start by bringing a pot of salted water to a boil. cook your pasta to the package instructions. try to time the completion of the pasta around the time you complete your shrimp (pay attention to the cook time on your pasta) while your water is boiling and you are cooking your pasta, work on the rest of your dish. pat your shrimp dry and season it well with half the salt and pepper. in a large pan, heat you butter and oil with the garlic and red pepper flakes over medium high heat. you want the butter to start to sizzle, but not burn. be careful as garlic can burn quickly. once the garlic is fragrant and the butter is bubbling, about 2 minutes, add in the shrimp. cook until the shrimp is cooked through (slightly firm to the touch) about 5 minutes. add in your lemon wedges, juice, lemon zest, oregano and the rest of the salt and pepper. stir well to combine. cook until the liquid starts to bubble. toss in half the parsley and the cheese. stir well to combine. toss in the cooked pasta and toss everything together. serve on a platter or plated topped with the rest of the parsley and cheese.